after love

i though you were my love , i though were my all . i believed you would be my last love , i smiled only for you , i lived only for you , as if that would be my happiness , i believed your love .... But everything is a lie , its all a lie , your love is a lie , its all a lie .. hurting me like this .. love that left , saddening me and making me cry , that you would only love me , that you would protect me .. you love a all lie , you took my heart and took my love , your love is a love that leave .. receiving love from one person , giving love to one person like an idiot .. i believed that person would be you !!

the words of love are lies , even the world love is a lie , the word forever is also lie .. you only left me the promise of coming back "where did you go ?'' you keep getting farther , ''where did you go?'' , even if you'r  far away , i only love you and thinking that you might come back , that you might to come back .... i can't love again even if you hurt me like this and make me sad .. i only wait for you and thinking ''our break up is all a lie '' because you'r my love and my all ...

love sick

when i miss you , i close my eyes and i can see that person better .. i try to forget and erase but i get reminded of that persons more . i told my self lies , saying that person will be back but that person never said that ... '' you will come back , so all i can do is wait ... the sins because loving that person a lots , because of you , and because of sins , i'm sick of waiting and i'm crying with pain like this ...breaking up is fast but forgetting is hard . the love is painful and i'm hurt alone  

did you have to leaves ?

that far away from me ?

i should have loved you within all my life but you forget me .. now like a heartless person .. with all my life , that person that i love ,  that person only gave me tears and left the though love which i was hurt alone :(

mengarut part 1

ermm aku rindu kat ko la giler tapi aku tak tahu sama ada felling aku nie betul tak aku rindu kat ko. erm tiap2x hari aku terfikirkan kan ko dah aku always stalk ko punya social network .. tapi aku tak berani la nak mengaku :( bila la aku nak ader keberanian nak cter kat ko yang aku rindu ko.. bila aku tgok ko on9 aku happy :) tapi aku hanya happy sendiri :( sbb tak mampu nak tegur ......aku takut ko busy or ko ader buat something perkrjaan :( ermmmm .............................

man who make my heart beat faster and faster

  

my fav

HEARTACHE

ini sebenarnya tajuk lagu ftisland .. aku dah tiga hari asyik dengar lagu nie jew .. aku tak tahu la knp tapi lagu nie mcm  menarik aku tuk mendengarnya ...maksud lagu nie mendalam .. nak kata aku faham pun sebenarnya aku tak faham jugak .. aku sediri tengah mencari cari apakah erti CINTA dan SAYANG .. aku pun sedang mencari knp adanya dua perkataan nie ..kenapa kehidupan nie sangat menyulitkan , aku juga ingin mengenali erti sayang seperti meraka yg mengetahui erti perkataan ini ... mesti seronok kan kalo kita dpat tahu isi hati seseorg sebab dengar cara itu mungkin aku dapat mengambarkan erti sayang nie kan .. kan best kalo kita mmg dah boleh baca isi hati seseorg ... hidup mmg sulit kan ditambahkan lagi dengan soal hati !!! oooh shit.... aku mungkin sudah terjatuh dan terhantuk tapi aku harus bangun untuk menceriakan nya .. aku harus lakukan .. ''cemburu tanda sayang'' dua perkataan ini berkaitan kew tapi mengapa ???

i must be a strong baby !!!!!!! you give that n you must take a responsible all are you doing !!!